I haven't been on because i don't have a comp at home, well i use to have one and then my boyfreind gave it to his brother in law, but i guess i am ok, Im on permanent bed rest till the end of the pregnancy, illl start up again on here once i get a knew home comp, good bye for now

well, I haven't been on because I have been in and out of the emergency room, I am pregnant 6weeks and 5 days. I have twins, yay!!! Two for the price of one, who would have thought it

Umm well at this point in time I am supposed to reading Plato's apology, I have 2.15 hours to got before class, at which time i should be done with an online quiz. I finished reading phaedo and the crito, dear me! I hope that I can take the quiz without reading the apology, it just seems to long, I haven't taken my medication, so I blame that for my lack of concentration, although I doubt whether it matters one way or another. So um i posted on a seperate journal and was told that i need to work on my grammer,,, i blew it off and pretended not to be offended though i believe i am. I hope sam from my asian studies class doesn't call, he gets me introuble too much, and calls too damn much...ok not really, but i just don't have time for senseless questions. He is a really nice guy and I am sure that if i didn't have a boyfriend we could be great friends. But barney is just tooo damn jealous.
Sooo um yeah my bird died on saturday, her name was lovely, she was 7 weeks old and i had her for two weeks. No one seemed to care x-cept for me. my mom said " well imagine if you REALLY had babies" I thought that was kinda rude, she also said, "well frankly hunny I just don't care about your birds"...
I started reading the red tent on saturday, On sunday I picked up the bible to look at the correlations between the red tent and the story of Dinah in the bible. While doing so I was suprised to find a picture of my father (whom i haven't spoken to since september, he was about 7 years old in the picture. I can't remember how that picture got there. So today my mom and i went out to eat Pho at Saigon restaurant and on the way back I told my mom about the picture. She then responded by saying " ohh so your the one who put the picture in my purse?" I said huh? what? cause you see my mom and I don't live together. It seems that this morning my mom found a picture of my father in her purse and we think it might be the same picture because she said that it was also a childhood school piucture of him...OHHH eery!


ohh yeah and i also think that i may be pregnant, who knows the next few days will tell, but if i ever thought i was, this is a bit more serious I've never been late and it's like 2-5days late...I just ate a fortune cookie, wannna hear my fortune? ~~~~> you will have an exciting addition to your life by being the warm person you are! could it be or could it not be?

I am sorry, but the regret is starting to slip in. i'll try my hardest to block it, but i know you know, that's why your so scared and so am i. But what am i so scared of ??? the loss, losing you means i couldn't play the game, i wasn't strong enough, I'm not strong enouhg to be without you, funny but i really thought i was. And now what??? Could it be that I made a grave mistake? All in an attempt to keep you, but what is it that i really want, you? your friendship? or do i just want to be wanted? Either way I'll regret it, I'll regret everything...

WHY CAN'T I EXPLAIN IT, too much coffee i suppose, i wish it was easier to understand, but no it can't possibly be, is my mind too simple to understand? I wish it weren't. I suppose that if i just stopped to think... or stopped thinking altogether life could be simple...just a little bit. Let's take that little blue, i mean pink pill. I t sto p s t h e thouhg t s . but could it possibly be that i miss them . . . the misery was so comforting, and now even the tears seem strange. They've lost their sweetness...

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No money, agaain fuck i was supposed to get at least $200 today, my rent is past due, so i am thinking that by now i must at least owe like $1000, maybe i can give them $500 and promise to pay the rest soon! Fuck I wish my boyfriend would get a job!!!! alright, I am going to try to apply for a pay day loan today or else I'll ask my mom for the money, I so hate this shit!!! I have had my baby birds for two days now, I named them sammy and lovely !!! I think that they're starting to get used to me now!!! Lord please let it all work out!! and make my loser boyfriend get a job already!

A - Available?: Nope, uh uh
A - Age: 24
A - Annoyance: wedgies, people that chew loud

B - Best Friends?: Me my self and I, Although I am truly my worst enemy!
B - Bars: Are Good for drinking and picking up prostitutes...Yay for Whores!!!
B - Birthday? September 4,1981

C - Crush: Angelina Jolie
C - Car: 2003 Sky Blue Mitsubishi Galant
C - Cats: are too hairy and belong to the Devil

D - Dead Pets Name: I once had tropical fish, But they all ate each other
D - Dads Name: John & Perry...(dad, and biological father)
D - Dog: I once had a dog named PRINCE, as in the Artist

E - Easiest person to talk to: My therapist and the wall.
E - Eggs: Over Easy
E - Email: dyme619@yahoo.com

F - Favorite color?: Green
F - Food: latest obsession is Vietnamese Pho & Bun Bo
F - Foreign Slang: Q~vo guey? Pinche morra pirata, La neta, No mammes, oO~sea que naco Eh?

G - Gummie Bears or Worms: Bears plese, especially the red ones.
G - God: Yeah that's my girl she's got my back!!!
G - Good Times: are when you're high and free,,, ahh that's where I want to be

H - Hair Color: Brown
H - Height: 5`5"
H - Happy: Happy, Joy Joy

I - Ice Cream: Black Cherry
I - Instrument: nope I suck at em all
I - Idol: God

J - Jewelery: 11 piercings
J - Job: Naval Medical Center San Diego
J - Jokes: ????

K - Kids: 0
K - Karate: I don't get it?
K - Kung Fu: Ditto

L - Love: I was once convinced that love didn't exist, I guess ignorance is truly bliss...Fuck Love!! ;)~
L - Longest Car Ride: San Diego to Atlanta
L - Luck : Is like voodoo, it only works if you believe, thank God I lack imagination

M - Milk Flavor: Vitamin D, no flavor.... Milk is tha shyt
M - Mothers Name: Elvia
M - Movie Last Watched: Donnie Darko

N - Number of Siblings: 0 maternal, 8 paternal
N - Northern or Southern: Puro Sureno, that's right, So-Cal to the fullest!!!
N - Name: Jennifer Ruth Latiker

O - One Wish: To live to see the end of the world.
O - One Phobia: Abandonment
O - Otter Pop: taste sooo good

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced, seperated.
P - Part of your appearence you like best: EYES
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I refuse to be an american sheep

Q - Quick or Slow?: Quick
Q - Quiet or LOUD?: quiet please
Q - Question you would ask God: Who Are You?

R - Reason to smile: Because I know what you never will
R - Reality TV Show: yeah right
R - Right or Left: Left

S - Song Last Heard: Sittin Sideways, Paul Wall
S - Season: Spring of new beginings
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 6:00 aM
T - Time Now: 3:51 pM
T - Time for bed: 9pm

U - Unknown Fact about me: I like my sad little world,
U - Unicorns: Yep, they existed, but we wiped em out because unicorn meat is so tender and nutritious
U - You are?: trapped in the ongoing cycle of life....help me

V - Vegetable you hate: okra, looks like owey gooey alien fingers
V - Vegetable you love: beets
V - View on Politics: ugh!! what's the point? I'm not a Freemason, so there is hope left for me...Maybe I'll be reincarnated into a white christian male, then we can gladly discuss this topic


W- Worst Habits: I hate everybody
W- Where are you going to travel next: tijuana, wnat me to bring you back any illegal prescriptions? I get em real cheap!!!
W- with or without gravy: no thank you

X - X-Ray: vision is only for the sick and lonley
X - X-Rated: all the time
X - Xzibit: Spank me, Choke me, Pull my hair

Y - Year you were born: 1981
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: Card, You are my only One

Z - Zoo Animal: Giraffe cause' they see everything before it happens
Z - Zodiac: Virgo
Z - Zoolander?: Are you serious

Yeah, this is my first journal entry on here, possibly becase it is my first time on here, unfortunately I have very little to say, umm yeah